To Be Closer
I am only here, to be near
I am getting closer
I am just a step, a step away
from getting closer
your in my grasp, with just a breath
oh I am getting closer
don’t try to hide from me
make up your mind for me
with simple text, the words will say
I am getting closer
your dressed in black, and black lipstick
it’s getting better
I am only here, for you my dear
to be closer
don’t try to hide from me your the kind for me…
I am
I am the man who will do it if you show me the right moves don’t question why just do as I say and we will have a great time to come I’ll show you the all the stars only for one night if you want me to
that’s just the way I am ready for everything
I wont change anything until i find, all that I wanted
don’t judge me now, wait and see why I am this man that you made me I know you wont understand, try living this way to comprehend love comes and goes I realized nothing is forever come to my world just for one night, isn’t that what you need tonight I know it seems I am not that way, but I came to see, that’s all that you want
that’s just the way I am, ready for everything
I wont change anything until i find, all that I wanted…
Deception
waking from a dream full of lies, will always be denied watching you walk my way, I’ll never be the same
watching my moments pass me by, watching my moments crashing down
let me hear what you hear, let me think what you think I want to see your lies that made this heart of mine take the fall let me see what you see, let me think what you think I want to know whats going on inside of you
I hope you understand you deceived me the words might of not been clear, you waited for mirrored times the succes made you laugh, a tear didn’t change your mind you still drove miles ahead and finally said goodbye
now I see you played with everyone your presence becomes dark underneath your words we stand in the waking hours of the burning moon light, warm winds, burning hearts in silence you walk away, on my knees again fallen through the web I see your smile under the sad face…
Don’t Pretend
open your eyes and see the sky, the fallen saints are coming for you
close your arms its in a lie, you wont agree but it’s crossed your mind
you’re just a lonely fragile soul looking up for forgiveness
for something you have not done, you’re in cage without a key
the stars flickering in the night, their not calling or listening you still wish far to much, give up and don’t pretend
what are you waiting for you’re not a saint, the way you think its not ok
you’re tangled thoughts you’re dying faith accept it and don’t pretend
every prayer send it away but don’t expect a helping hand
let it fall on your lap you’re trapped inside someones mind
the stars flickering in the night there not calling or listening you still wish far to much, give up and don’t pretend…
Let Go
I am bleeding, like no one else has done before
I am living the life that I desired I am breathing so what makes you do these things to me
I am dying for the words you said about me
let go of your dream you’re not listening you’re wasting time, is it something you’ve done
let me say what needs to be said and I’ll rest my case, now I’ll walk away
how am I to listen when I can’t provide decisions
I am lying, its all that you said I would do
I am trembling, afraid of what you’ll say
I am crying to hear the words “goodbye” you said
let go of your dream you’re not listening all this words on you havent you learned yet
let me say what needs to be said forget about the past for there’s nothing in the future…
In The Silence
sequence of a perfect life generating points through the thoughts and the time
failing certain truth dissolving lies darken lights
we are the strength that crushed souls see, uneven faces destroyed traces
you will learn to sustain such sound you will learn to see us once again
darken lights, see us standing believes and time hear us in the silence
rundown corrupted lives discovering the bodies of the untold cries
deceiving the only truth carrying lies, darken lights
we are the ghost of the broken souls, drawn faces destroyed traces
you will love the only sound we’ve awoke, so run through the night
darken lights, see us standing believes and time hear us in the silence stop…
Lost Sight of Yourself
well I think that you were wrong, when you said I had no soul looking down and always cold
well it’s just the way that I am understand this is my life so what gives you the right
to say the things you say, it isn’t very polite well you haven’t got a clue and I have no time to fight
is this you, this is me, it’s in me, trust in me
you make me feel so low speaking with your mouth
about the who’s and how’s, it means nothing to me
listen to your heart set yourself apart you got no reason at all to try to impress, impress the rest
well I think you have some sense you ignore at others expense it seems you are not you but who they want you to be
then you go and say those words that bring me down to my knees it’s sad, we had, an understanding…
Canvas
control of what you paint, the canvas cries out your pain show your world every moment stains someones open heart
it will bring of what you want, your grasp of time will be only a glimpse
take this chance, the stories are told, see yourself in your eyes
every moment matters with the first time you touched your life
horizons appearing through your open mind
release of what you say we’ll listen till the end
let it rain the paint wont wash on this empty canvas
it will not change your time and life but you will walk the streets again
take this chance the stories are told see yourself in your eyes
every moment matters with the first time you touched your life
horizons appearing through your open mind…
Crystals
I am breathing what you have, the crystals form in line so nice
lights around me shine so bright, lets go and meet the world tonight
we ride down where the streets shine, we say hello to the beautiful kind
nothing seems wrong so join us, just one more time
I’ve been up for a couple of days I feel great and just cant wait
bring me some and lets fly high, lets go touch the sky tonight
looking great the illusion is there, waiting and i just cant find
something is wrong I thought I’d be fine, I am losing myself
I thought I’d be fine, I thought I’d be fine…
Realize
I open my arms to you try to be strong and show no fear
the tension is all you feel the hunger awaits and your bed is cold
but in your thoughts you wish your love was here with you, tonight
I never needed all this time, I never asked of you to stay I couldn’t realize my life, I didn’t mean to waste your time
shutting down the life that you had everything you touch just burns
walking on the edge of the river hoping that you’ll receive that love
but as visible that you are, everything that you need is not here
I never needed all this time, I never asked of you to stay I couldn’t realize my life, I didn’t mean to waste your time…
Beneath
everyday I realize things change in life it must of been hard work for you to jump the line
the simple smile wont bring back those perfect times but then again here you are back against the tides
where do we go at the end of the line, awake and aware your last breath is here
caught in the shade of the colored ruined lights, your last goodbye torn from within
what is it this that you believe, who will you pray to at night
this will make this a relieve, pulling the shadows from beneath
stand still behind the gate that will take you by the hand
you stare into the black pattern empty life, a simple smile
will never hold those teary eyes and then again here you are back to feel that rush
where do we go at the end of the line, awake and aware your last breath is here
caught in the shade of the colored ruined lights, your last goodbye torn from within…
Thirst
taking control drinking away the pain the feeling is always there
little did you know who is to blame how life has changed
roaming the streets thirsty and now you are here
here and thrown away away from friends and me
you ruined the chance to see your own faith
far away to darn close to take your love how life has changed
carrying your chance to leave this place, place that you are scared
and you took yourself away
I am standing far to near just so you can see what I’ve done of my life with out you here
I am thinking that you have seen everything that’s happening, here with out you…
