Broken Soul

I’m crying, dying, I feel like hiding
I’m falling down with a million thoughts in my mind
I don’t know what’s going on I don’t know what am doing wrong I don’t know what’s trapping me I don’t know what’s happening
listen darling can’t you see me crawling, juggling a million troubles in my hands

twisting turning how am driving, stumbling with a million pieces in my way
I don’t know what’s trapping me I don’t know what’s happening I don’t know what’s going on I don’t know what am doing wrong

tell me I need to know, a broken soul is all I hold
I’m always one step behind, two words I carry inside a chain I can’t seem to unbind…

It’s Not The End

going through the past were growing old
life will bring us pain as well as joy
every hand you touch will change someone’s life
bring upon this change, realize it’s not the end

all in time regrets in mind no second tries
wondering the night it was never young
no matter what the future holds you are here tonight
don’t explain and don’t ask why it’s not the end…

Lost Inside

believe me I’ve been, lost in this thought
there is no cure, help me regain what has been mine.
the dreams that become, as real as they are affect me inside
am lost again, lost I’ve become lost inside

believe when I say, regrets in my head
there is no past so leave me alone, alone in this hole that is mine
the calls I don’t get, as real as it is affect me inside
am hurt again, lost I’ve become lost inside…

Box

things have gotten out of place I hope one day you’ll understand
the troubles are far yet so close in this box
I will never participate  in a fast and fun environment
lost in so many ways from decisions I have made

I can’t believe whats happening with smokes and broken dreams
I can’t believe you can not see the truth and reality

words have reached it’s place I hope the writing has been read
the troubles are close yet so far in this box
I can never take on that in a lost and vast environment
found in so many ways from decisions I have made

I know it’s there but faintly out of place, it’s a distant land I can not see…

Taste of Imagination

in my dreams I die
torn in mind on lies

guns firing close, to my eye’s
it controls me and it moves me

the taste from your mouth
in a sequence of imagination..

Dependent

you call on me, with words so tenderly your enticing me with feelings of ecstasy you count to three now am begging you so desperately you promise me I can quit so easily

dependent no.. that can’t be me, dependent o no.. I can’t possibly be dependent no.. I can’t agree dependency why won’t you.. let me live free

you call on me, in a manner so secretly you indulge me with feeling of ecstasy you think you know me because I fall so easily you devote to me a supply to satisfy

dependency why won’t you.. let me be free…

Feel

do you feel waking up, only to see what’s wrong
don’t let it see the darkness and you will have your day is this what you feel everyday a shadow casting over you release that part from inside and make this a better time

you made all this clear, losing will be an option you show the world no tears and nothing will be said

do you feel lost in mind, every second losing light bringing in the darkness trembling of what is next
on that day when is all wrong lights linger though open thoughts hanging on with open arms to make this a better time…

Dream of You

let me dream of you
let me take you somewhere new
and explore the simple things of life
release the news all the dreams that haunt inside
let me take that hand that had a hold on you

why do you hide
Iv’e called so many times
and I hear the sadness in your voice
let me dream of you
don’t tell me why it signs
let’s fly and see the street lights shine

let me dream of you, let’s fly and see the street lights shine
let me dream of you, and explore the simple things of life…

She’s All Alone

she called me on the phone, I missed the call, she’s feeling all alone
wondering if am asleep in my room, wondering what she’s going to do
I saw nothing was going on won’t she be strong feeling she don’t belong
let’s sing along these silent speaking words

she’s all alone, she’s all alone
all alone filled with doubt and fear
why can’t she be more free why can’t she see more like me

she’s came knocking on my door I wasn’t home, she’s feeling all alone
loitering hoping I’ll be there pondering what she’s going to do
so far nothing was going on I could be wrong I think she’s lost her way
what’s in your thoughts when you can’t sleep at night…

Some Other Time

no don’t tell me, I know your day is gone I know you’ll say tomorrow some other time
no don’t tell me, your just to busy too busy for me some other time I see
no don’t tell me, I know your day been long I know you’ll say in a while some other time

remember what you said to me
remember that we agreed, this time it wont stand
we’re suppose to go hand in hand

some other time I see, some other time for me
will I care tomorrow would I be there tomorrow…

Waveform

there is no place I know a home where I can go
should i give in , should i kneel at your feet
reason is there for a fool like me
each day i am a different man struggling with indirects there is but one way to express

I am a waveform, spiking up and down
I am a waveform, jumping all around
I am a waveform, creating all the sounds
I am a waveform, reaching a point of no return

there is a place I’ll go reactions within the truth
lost in a room choices that have not been
only to correct what has been denied
in time you may find me hiding relieve the pains and pretend I am ok soon enough the change will find nothing is clear inside my lies

I am a waveform, spiking up and down
I am a waveform, jumping all around
I am a waveform, creating all the sounds
I am a waveform, reaching a point of no return

Tonight is Free

I feel fine am feeling good tonight
it’s that time it’s just my mood
I don’t want to push I don’t want to shove
I just want to be free tonight like the stars high above I just want to let loose feel the wind in the air

when I reach my hands so high music is moving me inside if tonight I lose control I’ll deliver you my soul

I feel right am feeling so alive
it’s that ride spinning me round and round
I don’t want to slip I don’t want to fall
I just want to absorb it all tonight feel the clarity inside I just want to let loose feel the wind all around

when I raise my hands so high music is moving me inside if tonight I lose control I’ll deliver you my soul

Perfect Girl

when I asked of you, no one ever knew
when I called your name, silence in the air

were you ever here, in this life of mine
did I imagine this perfect girl

I wanted you and make this together I didn’t make you, you were as real as me

when I finally knew, you weren’t as true
when we locked eyes, silence everywhere

you were always here, watching from a far
as I imagined a perfect girl

I wanted you and make it together I didn’t notice, you were as real as me

I Stand Alone

what have I done, I broke every piece of my heart
I let you go and now I stand all alone

it’s not clear, the words I said about your life
it’s not real, I wished you gone, goodbye

you are the one, that has my soul I did not show you or tell you
you are the root of my plan, I hoped you’d grow with me

what have I done, I broke every rule of my boundaries
I let you walk and now you’ve slipped through my hands

it’s not clear, the things I did driven by anger
it’s not true, I wished you gone, my mistake

you are the one, that takes me home I did not show you or tell you
you are the glue holds me tight, I hoped you’d grow with me

Black Leather and Red Lipstick

black leather on your skin, strong fire from within
red color of your lips, something I can’t ignore

breath deeply, stole my breath
pounding heart, it’s obvious

the stillness from your stare makes me shiver from despair

black leather red lipstick, makes my heart beat
black leather red lipstick, the way you look

clock hand spins in reverse, a feeling comes alive
sweet kindness and your charm no question or a doubt

called my name to my surprise
called my name and I replied

every hour the clock hand ticks I’m overwhelmed in this bliss

black leather red lipstick, makes my heart beat
black leather red lipstick, the way you look

Burned

you shattered everything, in my life and that’s why I’m here to tell you
you will never bring me down I will never fall for games, again

why can’t you be someone closer, why must you be so alone
I can’t, really tell you how I feel I can’t, rely on you

you broke everything but my heart and that’s why I will say this to you
you will never bring me down I will never fall for games, again

why can’t you be someone closer
why must you be so alone